Earlier in the Gospel the disciples were with Jesus in a stormy sea. Alarmed at the waves they cry out: "Lord, save us! We are perishing!" (Mtt 8: 25) Jesus calms the storm and the disciples marvel at him saying: "What sort of man is this, that even winds and sea obey him?" (Mtt 8: 27) In the Gospel today the disciples are again tested both by the head wind and the appearance of Jesus walking on the water: " 'It is a ghost!' And they cried out in fear." (Mtt 14: 26) Peter, with his characteristic impetuosity, calls out: "Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water." (Mtt 14: 28) Once the pair are back in the boat "... those in the boat worshipped him, saying: 'Truly you are the Son of God.' " (Mtt 14: 33) We can see in these accounts a growth in faith that is brought about through trial and hardship but also the willingness of Peter to embrace the mystery and reach out to the Lord. It is a truism to say that we only tend to find God in times of distress. It is only then that we call out to Him because we realize that we can no longer rely on our own power and resources. Over time our realization of who Jesus is and what he means for us becomes more apparent and he is no longer some ancient wonder worker or wise teacher. We come to know him as the Son of God who invites us to share not just in his mission but also in his divine power. through participating in Alpha we are drawn to encounter Christ anew even if I am not in crisis. When we see his power in work in myself and others my own understanding and discipleship will deepen. I, too, will be able to reach out to the Lord and say: "Truly you are the Son of God."
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